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Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Is God, biggest tyrant/Sick n tired of atheist moron

Disclaimer: I am not a prolific writer and neither am I a profound thinker; To write on a topic that requires reasoning ability and all that jazz, is tough job for me. So the below write-up might be confusing and nonsensical. So I happily welcome all the hate mail and rotten tomatoes and what not to my inbox. Definitely no intention to offend anyone. This is just a post by a confused soul. So apologies in advance if it hurts anyone inadvertently.

Is god the world's biggest tyrant? No, I don't think so. Am I sick n tired of atheist morons? Nope, definitely not. But, hell yeah, am pretty much tired of this conflict that is going on for ages.

It s all about beliefs isn't it?  Not all people are same. Human beings are unique in their own way and differ from each other. When people are different, it's only natural that their beliefs too will be different. And there is nothing wrong about it. So why do we have to argue about it. Won't it be fair to all, if we agree to disagree? We can't do that, can we? Cause it's not in basic human nature. We always want to be the one who's right and we love to prove others wrong. Its not in the human nature to not investigate about a mystery. We have this insatiable urge to define unexplainable things; otherwise we would all die of curiosity *yeah ,right*

(My take)

So human beings would have wondered about their origin and they came to believe in a divine power and coined the term god. Probably they were grateful and wanted to offer thanks. But how can u say it to someone who is unseen. So they used their imagination * oh boy, aren't we good at that* and result gods in various forms. And they probably started worshiping asking for continued blessings.

Days passed and peoples' progenies would have come onto this earth and when the elder generation tried to instill the beliefs in them, some of the younglings would have raised the questions "Why? How" and what not. *observed from each generation, the next one never accepts what the elders say without asking questions*. The elders would have a hard time to convince the young ones and so to aid them, they would have created the myths and legends *well, it's very easy, you know?? All you need is an vivid imagination Yeah, yeah I can hear you telling that they are not myths but real facts. Well, you may be right .I don't have a time turner with me, to exactly know what happened*. They would have probably succeeded to an extent, but there might be some younglings who were skeptical about it.

What would have happened if a calamity had befallen the human beings? What would have been their reaction?? There is a possibility for two reactions as far as my brain *a below average one* could think. They would have lost faith in their beliefs or the most common nature of human being would have kicked in. They would have assumed that the Gods were angry and the head person might have come up with some ritual which would be a solution to the problem in the first place or a sick ritual just for their pleasure.*Assumption is the root cause for all troubles, I say*.

Well, what if the people lost faith? They would have started preaching to others and the doubts lingering in the younglings skeptical of the beliefs would have started to haunt them and so the search for the so called TRUTH, very well aided by their brain. For they knew, they can't just bluff. If they wanted others to believe them, they needed some proof. And so they set on their journey and worked towards it

In the meantime, different clans would have come across each other and found their beliefs to be different. So the concept of religion would have blossomed. They might have compared the result of the other clans' rituals, gods with their own. Initially they would have adopted some changes into their religions, but later fought on the supremacy of their religions.*of course ego would have kicked in, if the other clan's gods were more beautiful, there by inferring that their imagination is far better.*

Amidst these things, some human beings might have been born with gifts. And their actions would have been so sincere and passionate, that people felt that it was a divine experience to be with them and followed them and considered them to be blessed. It isn't those gifted people's fault *Well, I am not talking about the ones faking it!!* They would have just wanted to help. Well, at least I think it was that way. Or they would have loved all the attention that they were getting. God Who knows *Oops Strike that :-P*

So what happened to the people or people who lost belief and set out to find proof?  Well, on the way to find the proof of the truth, they did discover many wonderful things that provided some credibility to their arguments. But they wanted the people with beliefs to come out of the ignorance and blamed religion and God for all the problems in this world. *Well, I am confused*. They don't believe in God, right?  Then how can they blame something or someone they don't believe in. They should be blaming human being. They are the root cause for all the chaos and they choose ignorance. Let them be. Why do the non-believers try so hardly to make the believers see sense ?  Out of care ?? *yeah, right* Nope ,they wanted to prove them wrong.*Well , yeah, there are people who really do care(both theists and atheists). And I respect them*
Like the conflict between different religions, there arose a conflict between the believers and the non-believers. Reason, you ask? The believers wanted the non-believers to accept their version of truth and vice versa.*Duh the name sounds dumb* There can't be someone who is a non-believer. Cause that person strongly believes that there is no such thing as God. So he/she does believe in something. So how can u call that person as a non-believer??
  They argued, fought for a stand ,forcing their opinions on each other, trying their level best to convince each other. And they still do. It is kind of irritating sometimes. I can hear it. People have right to express opinions. I agree. They are entitled to give voice to their opinions , but not stuff it on others. It would be just wonderful, if people agree to that.
So I hear you asking, what am i? Do I believe in God or Not? Well, I do believe in something which is along the line My life's destination is set by the kind of thoughts running in my mind.
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P.S: I know ,people might find  there  is no reasonable logic Please feel free to drop a mail if u wanna tell that  I should stop writing such a dump.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

The Wait

The Wait

Ticking clock,withered leaves
adorning the streets,grey clouds
bedecking the sky,
emblems of the cruising time,

A lone soul,sat on the bench,
under the trees shade,
her beautiful eyes brimmed
with titillation,ransacked
the path leading to the alcove,
her rosy cheeks,tainted
apple red,as she blushed,
her hands kneading itself,
in eagerness,

Ticking clock,snow alluvion,
icy cold breeze,longer nights,
jingling of the church bells,
emblems of the dragging time,

A lone soul,sat on the bench,
under the trees shade,
her beautiful eyes downcast,
like the early morning dew,
tears bedizened her face,
her cheeks,devoid of rosiness,
tainted ivory white,her cold
hands,vainly endeavoured
to escape from the numbness,

Ticking clock,blossoming flowers,
green leaves adorning the trees,
clear sky and blazing sun,chirping birds,
emblems of the sauntering time,

A lone soul,sat on the bench,
under the trees shade,
her beautiful eyes,resigned
with acceptance,her skin's
pallor re-attained,her hands
gripped the railing,as she
heard a rustle of footsteps,
her eyes searched for its
source,her face lit up
with a smile,as she found him,
her breath left her,as she
sprinted to join her love,

Ticking clock,scorching sun,
term ends,longest days,
emblems of gliding time,
the waiting had concluded

Saturday, July 7, 2012

The Untold

The Untold

My heart fell to its knees,
in front of the compatriot,
the mind's irrefutable
discernment

For the first time, since
eternity, my cognizance
won the battle of words,
douching passion’s flame
with its reasons

Some things are better,
when left unsaid,none
afflicted,except the one,
who knows it

Said or Unsaid, doesn’t matter,
remorse is all that is left,
Contrite, pondering over,
whether or not ,
what done was right

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Happy Ever After

Happy Ever After

 Happy Ever After, a fantasy,
Hoped to be made a reality,
 in this universe by many ,
but it would be very daffy

 Life, a ride in roller coaster,
A moment, it will show heaven,
And at the snap of a finger,
it will take us to hell's cavern

 Just like the flavor of tanginess,
enabling to enjoy the sweetness,
 To truly relish happiness,
We stand in need for sadness

 There can be happy sad,
 sad happy,but sad sad
 doesn't work,neither does,
happy happy,

 Happy ever after,never in reality,
presumably being the mortals' fancy,
wishing their characters in story,
to live ever after happily.

Dark Shadows

Dark Shadows

 Urging her feet,she scuttled across,
 her heart filled with trepidation,
 abnegated her,from looking back,
 in fear of being captured

She scampered through the tunnel,
hoping to reach the ray of light,
that shone at its end,before
she succumbed to the wily beings

She could sense them,lurking
along the sides,biding their time
for the perfect juncture, to
snatch her,

Trying to escape from their clutches,
her only hope, to reach the faint light,
which got brighter as she raced,
through time ,And she did reach

Her heart let out a whoop of joy,
just as she entered the safe haven,
but to her horror,she felt her
being pulled by the predators

She reached out her heart in vain,
towards the light,the pull's duress,
overwhelming her,her eyes closed,
as the Dark Shadows devoured her.

Hide and Seek

Hide And Seek

In the rustle of the fallen leaves,
I sense your footsteps,
Along with the nocturnals' buzz,
I hear your whispers,
The shadows on the street walls,
I hope its yours,

Around me i sense all the staring eyes,
I feel one of them is yours,
As i am surrounded by cool breeze,
I feel my nails against your fingertips,
wrapping my fingers around yours,
I realize your absence,
Its just an illusion

Desperate to seek you out,
I reach out to you,but
I can sense you slipping through,
So close,yet so far,
Oh dear,yes,i love your playfulness,
But not this game dear,it spikes,
my heart's distress

Please come back,my love,
my heart is craving, to hold your hands,
to hear your voice,to be checked out
by your love filled eyes,
Say it sweetheart,
Say it once more,
That I am yours,only yours.

A Lover's Confession

Don't ask me when,
Don't ask why,
Don't ask me where,
Don't ask me how,
Cause I don't have answers,
for your questions.

All I know, is that, my heart,
has tuned its rhythm to yours.
All  I know ,is that , my mind,
is on an overdrive, thinking
about you.
All I know,is that,a blush,
creeps up on my face,
when i hear your name.
All I know,is that,my hands,
want to be held in yours,
while I walk.
All I know,is that,I yearn
To be embraced in your arms,
All I know,is that,my lips,
Are fervently hoping to
Confess to you.
All I know,is that,
I am going crazy over your,
All I know,is that,
I have fallen for you.
All I know ,is that ,
Am madly in love with you.

The Lady In Black

Sky studded with stars,
crescent moon's ethereal glow,
the insects' buzzing music,
Oh yes! A beautiful night,

No wonder,couples thronged,
the streets,to bask in,
the gorgeousness of the night,
accentuating it,was the cool wind,
an accessory to the couples',
romantic escapade,

The night's beauty hadn't spared,
the lady in black too,her peers,
dearly knew her as "ice queen",
The magical night ,had a profound,
effect on her,threatening,
to break her facade

Her face ,devoid of expressions,
now exuded deep sorrow,
in her cold eyes,now resided,
a non curable pain,

As she strode gracefully,buried memories,
conquered her mind,a tear,
rolled down her cheek,
for the first time ,in a long time,
solitude made her soul ache,

Her black dress flapped about her,
as the cool breeze stung,
worsening her state,
she longed to be held,in the arms,
which had once been her home,
now home to someone else,

As she reached the alcove,
the secret ,private place ,
shared by her and her love,
memories overwhelmed her,

The entrance of a couple,
broke her reverie,her eyes closed,
her eyes flew open,when she ,
heard their mirthful laughter,its
familiarity startled her,

A smile adorned her face,as her eyes,
found the couple, it was her love,
She was happy yet sad ,to see him ,
enjoying the night ,with his ,
new found love,

Tears flowing freely,she left the alcove,
to her resting place,as she lay down,
her love's smiling face ,the last image,
filled her soul with peace,before,
the darkness engulfed her.

Dreary Servitude

The sound of incessant,
touch of the keyboard,
akin  to the sweet,
harmony of a
stream tumbling down,
became the lullaby
The bright orange flashing,
of the chatterbox gizmo,
made my dreams colorful,
The manuscript filled with rows
and columns uploaded,
in the aperture morphs
itself into armament
of destruction,
the circadian pace
convention,adds
macabrish feature
to the nightmare,
jerking me awake
from it, only to realize
that i wasn't dreaming,
but living my life,
the life of an,
impassionate ITan

In his arms

Mist settled,as she stood
the withered leaves rustled,
her hair being caressed by the wind,
the coolness of which prickled her mind,

Peaceful ,it should have been , but rather,
her mind and soul were in the mood
for melancholic music,for she couldn't
enjoy the night's beauty encompassing her,

She was there , but not her soul or mind,
they were missing their mate ,a dull ache,
formed in her heart,as she longed for
her loved one's arms to envelop her,

Eyes closed, her mind began its work,
as the image of her lover came forth,
her frown turned upwards to a smile,
her heart skipped a beat,as familiar
butterflies fluttered inside her,

His eyes sparkling with a twinkle,
always left her drowning in its pool,
Although it was his lips,that made
her go crazy,with the sweet words,
and the music of his laughter ,left her
grinning from ear to ear,

As she felt his muscular arms enclosing her,
her mind,body and soul fell at peace ,
but a dull ache reminded her , it was surreal,

No it was real, her heart's palpitation rose,
as she opened her eyes slowly to meet his eyes,
There he was with his radiating smile , her love
reflecting in his eyes , as she buried herself in his arms,

the music turned soulful,her world filled
with radiant colors
everything was perfect,just perfect
as she stood there in her loved one's arms.

Regeneration

Stranded in the island,
my wish or dream,or
whatever one desires to
call it as ,has come true

Peace filled my heart,
as here i am finally,
with my wonderful companion,
solitude,miles away from
the place called my home,
from the people who know me,
away from human civilization

Resolved to start over again,
a new way of life, i know
it wont be easy,but i dont
intend to give up,

i may turn to my instincts,
buried deep down, for my
survival,may go insane or
turn wild ,but that feels good,
far more than the stupid ,
complicated emotions involved,
while living in a civilization

Out of sight ,out of mind,
I may lose my memory ,
of the people i know,except
the one i love,except
the one who hurt me ,

But decades later,
if i am still alive,
then my memory about them,
too will fade away.

A new life ,
a new beginning,
hoping to make
new memories

When cupid threw his hammer

She had lost faith in LOVE,
her first encounter with it,
had left her soul marred,
imprinted on her mind that,
love is never fair,

She didnt desert love though,
happy that love prevailed,
atleast for her dear ones,
she endorsed love to her,
friends,helping them feel,
the heavenly bliss that,
was love's companion,

Acting as a guiding star,
for the people around her,
making sure they never,
missed any step which might,
lead them to abyss,

Her firm resolve that,
love was never for her,
controlled her heart,
whenever LOVE wooed her,

But then my dear,
It frustrated Cupid,
to see his ambassador without love,
for the first time in his eternal life,
his arrows were failing him,

Not able to tolerate her anguish anymore,
Cupid sought the help of his dear friend,
When Cupid threw his hammer,
Thor sent his blessings with it ,

As the hammer impacted its destination,
the stone layer of the maiden's heart shattered,
As love entered her heart's chambers,
her mind was filled with apprehension,
will her love accept her blemished heart and soul?

Friday, June 8, 2012

Dubious Zeal

Amidst a plethora of humans,
Yet cocooned in solitude,
Encompassed in unadulterated silence,
Yet a pandemonium arises in mind,
Striding under the blazing sun,
Yet its raining in soul,
Just a day glided by,
Yet it was akin to a year,
Restless ,yet blissful,
Experiencing ,undefined
Emotions,which makes,
my life interesting.